KISS ME NOW ♥

2010-04-17T12:32:00.000-07:00

To leave it short ?
Or to leave it long ?
But.
I'd miss my pony tail much !
I miss my long thick hair !
Sigh.

2010-04-17T12:29:00.000-07:00

Lots to post.

Lots to write.

Lots of feelings.

Lots of thoughts.

This is why people comes blogging !

Not because they are PSYCHO , who talk to a non-living things !

Only normal people will find a better way to express their thoughts !

You're psycho !!!

你可不可以爱我

2010-03-21T03:38:00.001-07:00

每一天无法不想你

连闭上眼睛怎麽都是你

你可不可以爱我

可不可以想我

虽然我对自己没有一点的把握

别害怕我难过

告诉我你真实的感受

至少忐忑能告一段落

你可不可以爱我

可不可以看我

反正看或不看

我依然失魂落魄

成全不是美德

拒绝也不是一种罪过

你能给我

快乐还是寂寞

张芸京

2010-03-20T23:15:00.000-07:00

Live Life To The Fullest

2010-03-20T23:03:00.000-07:00

Life is a journey , not a destination. Life is not that easy or tough either. Having a good life and having our life to its fullest is merely a choice. A life lived to the fullest starts with oneself. So make that choice for a change. Let's get started :

Live Today - The past cannot be brought back and the future will always remain uncertain. Today is yours , so make the most out of it.
Be Realistic - Set attainable goals according to your abilities and talents. Consider each effort to be an attainment. Achieve one step before the other towards stability and security.
Smile - It promotes longevity. Be happy regardless. Make the world a better place to live in. Start giving the gift of smile.
List a Few Daily Goals - Meet a new friend , swim in a lake or walk in a park. Enchance your day and initiate fun !
Take a Break - Reward yourself for a days' work. Take that break , you deserve it and you need it to re-energize yourself for another day of work.
Be Yourself - Do not try to act like someone else just to please everyone. Stand firm to who you are. Eventually , you will discover who is worth keeping in your life and who is not.
Read Books - The best way to live is through continuous learning. Try to be better than your current self. Keep expanding and growing.
Clear Your Mind - Rituals of yoga, meditation and tai chi will replenish and rejuvenate your soul in orfer to focus more clearly on serenity and happiness.
Forgive Yourself and Others - Release your negative energy which holds you back. The only person that suffers when you do not forgive is you. The other person is probably not bothered about what you feel. Be kind to yourself and let bygones be bygones.
Accept and Manage Failure - Do not afraid of making mistake. Most successful people have gone through multiple failures. A great treasure of wisdom is hidden in every failure.
Seek Balance - Understnd the night and day, good and bad in all things. Focus on good thoughts and good things will eventually happen.
Be adventurous - Life is full of chances and you do not live if you do not take chances. The higher the risk , the higher the possibility of success. Take the road less travelled.
Be Flexible - Accept the change as a positive thing in life. Go with the flow that is enfolding you.
Open Your Ears to the Elders - The best way to learn and avoid extreme failure is through the experiences of others.
Work Smart, Not Hard - The most stressed people are those who do not know how to work smart. Do not take the entire task by yourself. Remember , you are not alone in this world. Learn to maximize and trust the abilities of others. It is not a weakness to ask for help.

[ KL Trip ]

2010-03-20T22:22:00.000-07:00

17 / 3 / 2010

Today go KL with Siew Fen.
We come here by bus.
The stupid bus was damn cold !
Reach to KL almost 11a.m.
We go Time Square around and had our lunch at Oldtown.
After walk , we go theme park and play. One person need RM37. hahahaha.
We had fun in there. Make us damn crazy in the theme park.
Siew Fen play until all the hand and leg pain.
We 1.30p.m start play until 4p.m. yipeeeeeeeee. =)
After play , we walk around and go start to go pudu bus stop and take bus back Ipoh.
Reach Ipoh around 7p.m , she brother come and fetch us back home.
Had a crazy and fun day with Siew Fen.
I miss you. Take care in ur college life. Remember u. =) =) =)

2010-03-13T21:17:00.000-08:00

lookbookdotnu ::

You make me feel like spring has sprung

Because people do stupid things , and people change.

2010-03-09T09:32:00.000-08:00

Some people just don't know when to stop.

2010-03-08T05:01:00.000-08:00

when people cpy you , is it because they want to BE like you or what ? I never understood that part. gahhhhh.
smile for the camera ? thts like one of the lamest things someone evver said to me. YES MEANING YOU XIAO HUI.
Oh heres something I found in kells blog.
kelly : I SOO feel your love. lols.
this is like the longest post ever

Dear you.
I don't really know how to tell you this , but the mafia wants you. I think I realized it when that night in your camping car [lawls] and I saw you sit on my best friend. I'm sure you're frostbitten enough to understand we're cousins. I'm returning the pictures from LA to you , but I'll keep your mom as a memory. You should also know that I never openly mocked the incarnation as an eskimo.
Go and drown yourself.
me. [lawls at the lameness]

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Dear ( the last person who left a comment on your Journal ).
I don't really know how to tell you this, but ___1___. I think I realized it when ___2______3___ and I saw you ___4___ ___5___. I'm sure you're ___6___ enough to understand ___7___. I'm returning ___8___ to you, but I'll keep ___9___ as a memory. You should also know that I ___10___ ___11___.___12___,
-Your name

1.What's the color of your shirt ?
Blue - Our romance is over
Red - Our affair is over
White - I'll join the monastery
Black - I dislike you
Green - Our horoscope doesn't match
Grey - You're a pervert
Yellow - I'm selling myself
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - You're a loser
Other - I'm in love with your sister

2. Which is your birth month ?
January - That night
February - Last year
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on sesame seeds
May - First of May
June - When you put cuffs on me
July - When I threw up
August - When I saw the shrunken head
September - When we skinny dipped
October - When I quoted Santa
November - When your dog ran amok
December - When I changed tennis shoes

3. Which food do you prefer ?
Tacos - In your apartment
Pizza - In your camping car
Pasta - Outside of Chicago
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad - As you ate enchilada
Chicken - In your closet
Kebab - With Paris Hilton
Fish - In women's clothing
Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation
Lasagna - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a state of trance
None of the above - With George Bush and his wife

4. What's the color of your socks ?
Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - Put leeches on
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the toupee off
Barefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive out

5. What's the color of your underwear ?
Black - My best friend
White - My father
Grey - Bill Clinton
Brown - My fart balloon
Purple - My mustard soufflé
Red - Donald Duck
Blue - My avocado plant
Yellow - My penpal in Ghana
Orange - My Kid Rock-collection
Pink - Manchester United's goalkeeper
None - My John F. Kennedy-statue
Other - The crazy monk

6. What do you prefer to watch on TV ?
Scrubs - Man
O.C. - Emotional
One Tree Hill - Open
Heroes - Frostbitten
Lost - High
House - Scared
Simpsons - Cowardly
The news - Mongolic
American Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Senile
Top Model - Middle-class
None of the above - Ashamed

7. Your mood right now ?
Happy - How awful I've felt
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That Santa doesn't exist
Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage
Depressed - That we're cousins
Excited - That there is no solution to this.
Nervous - The middle-east
Worried - That your Honda sucks
Apathetic - That I did a sex-change
Ashamed - That I'm allergic to your hamster
Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men
Overjoyous - That I'm open
Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks

8. What's the color of your walls in your bedroom ?
White - Your ring
Yellow - Your love letters
Red - Your Darth Vader-poster
Black - Your tame stone
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - The pictures from LA
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your contact book
Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs
Purple - Your old lottery coupons
Pink - The cut toenails
Other - Your memories from the military service

9. The first letter of your first name ?
A/B - Your photo
C/D - The oil stocks
E/F - Your neighbour Martin
G/H - My virginity
I/J - The results of your blood-sample
K/L - Your left ear
M/N - Your suicide note
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal record
W/X - David's tricot outfits
Y/Z - Your grades from college

10. The last letter in your last name ?
A/B - Always will remember
C/D - Never will forget
E/F - Always wanted to break
G/H - Never openly mocked
I/J - Always have felt dirty before
K/L - Will tell the authorities about
M/N - Told in my confession today about
O/P - Was interviewed by the Times about
Q/R - Told my psychiatrist about
S/T - Get sick when I think of
U/V - Always will try to forget
W/X - Am better off without
Y/Z - Never liked

11. What do you prefer to drink ?
Water- Our friendship
Beer - Senility
Soft drink - A new life as a clone
Soda - The incarnation as an eskimo
Milk - The apartment building
Wine - Cocaine abuse
Cider - A passionate interest for mice
Juice - Oprah Winfrey imitations
Mineral water - Embarrassing rash
Hot chocolate - Eggplant-fetishism
Whisky - To ruin the second world war
Other - To hate the Boston Celtics

12. To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation ?
Thailand - Warm regards
USA - Best regards
England - Good luck on your short-term leave from jail
Spain - Go and drown yourself
China - Disgusting regards
Germany - With ease
Japan - Go burn
Greece - Your everlasting enemy
Australia - Greetings to your frog Leonard
Egypt - Fuck off now
France - In pain
Other - Greetings to your freaky family

You are my sunshine.

2010-03-08T04:51:00.000-08:00

When my sky goes gry
When the wind starts howling
Flower fields wither away
When hopes lost alls gone today

When bright lights go out
Only darkness and nothing else left to celebrate
but bitter memories that keeps weighing me down everyday
Thats where you come in and wipe all of it away
Thats where I come to realise, to realise that you were always there for me

You are my sunshine
My only sunshine
You make me happy
When skies are grey
You never know dear
HOw much I love you
So lets please always stay this way (c)

You pull me back on track
everytime I fall down flat
You pull me up whenever
Theres a surge of depressive loneliness

You were always there for me
Though all sorts of consequences
I faced and
I thank you love you for all of that
and

(c)

My darling sunshine
Theres no one like you
To brighten up my days
Sweet sunshine

2010-03-08T04:34:00.000-08:00

Heyyyyy ...

CARYN [adjective] :

smells like teen spirit.

according to QUIZGALAXY.COM

Went to McDonalds today with Jayden and Jesper. So fun. OKay , they're kids. really smart kids. Jayden is really cute and he does whatever his brother does. * awww ... cute. But that includes : punching , kicking , boxing , and shouting. Jesper is this little cute kid thats really cute despite the fact that hes only 6 and already a pervet. no joke. Where do kids pick these things up these days ? Wonder what they teach them in school. * gosh.

I became a complete kid today. sweet. Had a burger. a drink. and fries. and ice cream. and more fries. hehe. I got myself a nice Oreo Mc flurry and I * blush , blush * sat on the slide and savored it. =) Tastes better if youre having fun. My brother and his friend found a " secret " passage under the whole slide setting and we went under and began poking everyone through the holes passing by with coffee stirrs. =) Loads of fun. Then, we began fooling around and concoted some weird concotion of Tomato sauce. chili sauce. coke. creamer. sugar. pepper. =) Jayden was the white rat. =) He didnt comment though. Too young to comment guar ...

So much for teen spirit. XD lol
Gotta dash.
XoxO goody no shoes OxoX

Bill Gates will eventually end up in a will someday.

2010-03-07T15:56:00.000-08:00

Switchfoot's version.

" Gone , like Frank Sinatra , like Elvis and his mom ,
Like Al Pacino's cash , nothing lasts in this life.
My High School dreams are gone ,
my childhood streets are gone
Life is a day that doesn't last for long.

Life is more than money , time was never money.
Time was never cash , life is still more than girls.
Life is more than hundred dollar bills and roto-tom fills.
Life is more than fame and rock and roll and thrills ,
All the riches of the kings end up in wills
We've got information in the information age
but do we know what life is outside of our convenient Lexus cages ? "

It all boils down to one thing ...
Treasure of a king will end up in a will one day.
So just enjoy life. Its not how rich you are , how thin you are or how beautiful you are.
But how meaningful you made your life be.
Meaningful enuff. This I dedicate to Japhia , Chicken , Rachel and Priscilla.

XoxO Hitting the snnoze button OxoX
Tooooooooooooooot.

I see through you : Human Clyde Grafinsolee

2010-03-07T15:51:00.000-08:00

Wanting to believe the best, but leaving before facing the worse.

See through you two times two. Your bait is out. Your hook can't be set. I'll never bite, "You take the give." You fake the live". Free isn't all it's seen to be. You give only to take more back, not out of love, but like unto a penalty-sack. I'll rest early in the sack, as your far-lower than a pack-rat! Less than a out of whack-quack!

Attack me all alone. Your empty give, will never form a partnership. No matter how well you dress, "I see through you". You take the bad in the good that's not as yet perfect, and make it turn into sour-milk rather than cheese. Your off the wall so far, your pride won't let you accept grace.

You can't wait the wait, without hearing the knock, that uplifts. The knock-down, and the ten-count wasn't meant for all, least the one you called, your so called all and all. I love, my first love, first. You have no first love, first. Yours alone, to do the over-kill, and go beyond the knock-out. Accepting not, that the one hit was enough to win, by grace. Dangerously you reach wrongly towards your own way. The love isn't the judge, as you so think. Tried to bow down long enough, was never heard from your spirit.

You tempted me to make not a way, but your way, and yours alone. I could call no friends on the phone, nor cry a prayer out-loud. You wanted to put the play on love, that couldn't be for me, as one. To go beyond myself, is now better off, left to me and me alone, in love enough, for the one, without the two. To face up to the truth they say, is the first step. I'm on that step now, and praying to endure.

To fall over my own two feet, is a far better defeat, than the abuse of not knowing where I'll land should I fall in love again. I know it won't be your arms that catch me, so I move-on with at least some hope to help me. You can only burn the burn for so long. Love burns forever, and your burn isn't even worth roasting marsh-mellows in. The hits of lust, took away the trust. The first fist-hit, even without the bleed, left your love empty, and the glass could never be seen half full, least with blood unto real love.

Dieing on your own self-made cross. You sure looked good to you. I on mine, didn't look so well, but that made the difference. Words were beyond me, as your cold-fist made the hit, a hit with you again and again. I hear new music now, and eat better as each day passes, in a new world of ways. Thrown out of the nest in love. I remember the loving chastening, that kept me safe. Your chastisements were none such as these.

So swiftly with love on your wings, see the see through quickly. Your talents and love to share weren't meant to be narrowed down, by the narrowed minded. As a sparrow spare yourself, to fly high and free once again. Yes remember, the love that taught you how to fly, and flung you out without the abuse, to learn life from both sides now, without the suicide attempt.

Crack a lil.

2010-03-07T00:23:00.001-08:00

3 March , Monday.

2010-03-01T06:13:00.000-08:00

Today went Jusco with Fenny , Jaclyn , Bi-Xin and Teng.

Went to Jusco eat Sushi with them.

Movie 72 Tenants with Fenny with her two friend act. But , she have one friend no coming , cause he still sleeping. AHAHAHAHA. When she told me , I also laugh. Nevermind. Movie was started. Walao weyyyy. The movie what ~!@#$%^&*()_+ also got. All the people just laugh. Hahahaha.

Finished movie , I go find Jaclyn them , KBOX with them. But , Fenny not follow. She need accompany friend to go eating , after early back home.

We song untill 4p.m. Take a Pizza Hut. When we eating , we just laugh laugh and laugh. Cause we said something make all laugh can't non-stop.

Finished eat 5p.m more. We walk around and chit chit chat chat. 5.30p.m , back home.

Had a fun day with yours. Happy to be with yours. :]

2010-02-27T10:37:00.000-08:00

Super Junior's Sorry Sorry Translated Chinese Version is stuck in my head. o.o
It's super funny HAHAHA WTF.

& I've just finished my big big big bowl of guavas , there're guava seeds still in my mouth. :O
I'm trying to chew it LOL. ( just swallowed it )
And now , it's time for me to eat my medicine.
I hope I don't puke. -.-

HMM , trying to find some Sims PC game downloads.
Do YOU know any site that'll lemme ? :D

Thank God tomorrow's just Sunday.
I think 3 weekdays in a week is MUCH , MUCH better.

Labels: fruits , sick , SIMS , Super Junior.

2010-02-27T10:26:00.000-08:00

SPM results

is gonna be out soon

16th March 2010

is the BIG day

if I'm not make mistaken.

GOOD LUCK to all SPM friend and me on 2009.

Miss you :(

2010-02-21T00:13:00.000-08:00

Starbuck. Love it ! ♥♥

I don't know how I'm gonna start this seriously. Everything is like so empty , besides that , Idk how I'm gonna describe it. Now I know what's the feelings of like you gonna lose something soon , or just maybe empty and just empty. I still remember the very first time I met you. I was acting so like a kid , and you're just like my brother. We're from friends and then sister & brother and now lover , maybe years later we'll become soulmates , or maybe not but I just wished that you'll be my soulmate forever and ever.

I'm very happy with you in this few days. Actually , we will go penang and Kl in the CNY , but I told him Penang damn bored , bored like hell. So , he change idea don't go penang. First day , we go Genting and in the night we back to Kl. When we want back to Kl , Argh ... Genting very stuff car larh. Waste my time , WTF !

We reach to Kl almost 10p.m. Very tired and hungry , go eating. Afterthat , we want go paparich yum cha and wait he friend , but paparich was full. Nevermind , we go oldtown to wait he friend and meet. We wait wait and wait , I told him don't wait larh. It's too late. Ask your friend don't come larh. Around 1a.m we only reach home , back he sister home and overnight. I'm very scare in that time. When I setting foot in the house , argh my god. Many people , I told him I'm very scare. I don't wanna go inside larh. But he said , don't scare. I'm here , I'm here. U just need calling them is okay. I calling ' jie jie ' and ' gor gor '. I quickly ask he go upstairs , hahaha. Finished take bath , he told me , my bro and sis ask me intro you to let them know it. WTF , Babieee. Don't want larh. I fucking scare larh. Haih. He intro to let them know. Ask me many things. HAHAHAHAHAHA.

Next , we woke up in the 11a.m. We take bath and ask he sister bf fetch us out and go check in hotel. Cause Siew Fen and Hau Yi will come in the afternoon. So , he sister help us to booking hotel and help he cousin too. After eating , I'm not feeling well at all. He quickly go buy panadol and water let me eat. No go anywhere to walk. Cause I not feeling well. We faster go Midvelly and cititel hotel for check in. Argh , not yet 18 years old can't check in arh. WTH ! I need rest larh. Please faster ! He called he sister , after a few minutes had a people help us to check in. Okay , back room and take a rest. Waiting Siew Fen and Hau Yi coming. Very sorry , we can't go pudu bring yours come Midvelly. Cause he family and cousin will come Midvelly check in hotel soon. He cousin ask he to wait him. He intro me to let their family. He family very nice. In the other days , I had dinner with his family , ' lao sang '. Chit chit chat chat. Hahahaha.

babieee , I love you & I wanna hug you and sleep on your lap badly :(

Have many many and many. Lazy to write out. Enjoy your reading. :]

Will updated in the next time. :]

Question Mark.

2010-02-14T22:12:00.000-08:00

Feeling so stupid now , feeling real stupid with this stupid life

Did someone purposely just making me emo by posting those stupid things yet people can't really fullfill what they promised .. What do you think so.

I don't even knw what the crap shit happening now

Full of question marks , oh WTF

Get me out of this silly place pls pls pls i can't stand it anymore

Please please please I'm begging and praying so hard so that I could leave somewhere else

Just take me there please

I hope everything will be alright

Whatever .. Not in the mood to continue so

middle finger for this

Loner.

2010-02-14T05:14:00.001-08:00

Why are you treating me so cold ?
Why everyone's treating me so cold like I'm invisible and don't exist
I hate this feelings , so do you .

You'll never know how a loner thinks and feels ,
Like the way you know me.

Was trying so hard to be a good girl , yet I'm not in a good luck like what the other is
Everyone's lying.

The feelings I can't describe now.
A fcuk for this ridiculous post.

Bus Stop.

2010-02-14T05:00:00.000-08:00

'' Life's like a bus stop.

If you missed the bus , you need to wait for the next round

When another bus comes , you've another chance

but it's not the same like the bus you waiting for the first round

People inside was not the same , the driver , the passengers , and everything
it's not the same ----- Caryn Jie Juin , Liew "

" Love is as much of an object as an obsession , everybody wants it ,

everybody seeks it , but few ever achieve it ,

those who do will cherish it , be lost in it , and among all ,

never never forget it.

----- Curtis Judalet ''

2010-02-12T08:12:00.000-08:00

Someone asked me if I missed you ,

I didn't answer.

I just closed my eyes.

And walked away.

And then I whispered :

SO MUCH.

Left .

2010-02-11T09:55:00.000-08:00

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LEFT.

Bye.

Retarted. Read this please.

2010-02-11T07:18:00.000-08:00

Oh there ! The retarted people. ( The retarted will be very very interesting on this )
Read here please, The retarted.
Great , you really Love to judge about everyone and everything !

You love to judge about what the others wore.
You love to juddge about what style do other people having.
You love to judge other people's blog.
You love to pollute other people's cbox.
You love to say other people have a ugly face.

OH GREAT.
Ask yourself , do you have your own style ?
- i bet u don't have one.
DO you like people judging about what u wore ?
Do you love people judging ur blog ?
Do you love people polluting your cbox ?
- NO , are your answers i guess.

Yea , you said we are ugly. So how bout you ? are you preety , gorgeous , handsome or fabulous ?
Yea , you're the prettiest , you are the most gorgeous human being i never seen ! * Puking.
Satisfied ? Happy ? Or pissed ?

Just figured out , what you had did to the other ppl out there , did the same thing back to you.
Do you ever think about what the others' feelings ?

Wth ? Drama people acting around.
Drama life full of dramatic - people.

And yea , you'll got served one day.
Cursed you. And it will happen soon.

Ps : If you dislike me , stop reading my blog. And yea , if you wanna keep reading , just shut up about what i wrote here. You're not my dad , whom the one who can judge me and my life. And yea , I'm the only witness too , that can judge myself.
If you dislike the way I acted , the style I had. Kindly stop bothering about us again.

My style is to be who i suppose to be.
Not like you, spaming around.
I bet everyone knows that that's not called as a 'style' at all.
Ad yea, i bet you dont have any.
Cause you don't have one.

LOVE bad - for - you boys.

2010-02-11T06:07:00.000-08:00

How can you find true love when you're always crushing on Mr. Wrong ? Here are kinds of guys you should AVOID !

THE HARDCORE
-The gamblers , alcoholics , junkies , gangsters , abusers and the lilkes belong here. They only have time to do their own thing and sure they'll pick up your calls when they're sbber.
-If You Date Him : He's dangerous ! He spells trouble and his ballistic nature will create way more stress than the relationship is worth. Plus , your mum wouldn't approve.

THE PLAYER
-You think he treats you like a princess and is perfect lover. But he's always busy as he has too many calls to return and his excuses for showing up late all the time is getting lame.
- If You Date Them : You'll end up heartbroken. He's looking for quantity and not quality. You'll have to compete with all the women he has on the side or are you the side dish.

THE CHEAPSKATE.
-He seems to love his cash more than he loves you. Go out dinner and he'll surely calculate your hald of the bills. Worse , he always rushes to toilet ehrn the bill is called for.
-If You Date Him : He's reluctant to splurge or spend a dime on you and your dates are always on tight budgets. Plus , picking up the slack is sure to strain even the heftiest of purses.

THE NARCISSISTIC BIG-HEAD
- His ego engulfs his every being. He's the "metro man" and appearance is everything to him , he is the one that reminds you of your flawns ( Wheter you have them or not )
- If You Date Them : This guy takes longer to get ready than you ! Ego can be mistaken for confidence but if he listens to only himself , he'll eventually force his opinion on you ! Doesn't that frustated you ?

THE MUMMY'S BOY
- His mum goes shoppinh and picks out his clothes. He never says no to whatever his mum says. Turning to her for every detail of his life , from school to money and yes , even love !
- If You Date Him : You'll never live up to his mum. He loves you , but he'll take his mum's side , most of the time. He needs to grow up , sever the umbilical cord and tke charge of his life.

THE EX- OBSSESED.
- You're more like a substitute for his ex , probably dumped him. He's inflated with her , not you. He's constantly comparing you to his ex. Who wants to feel this way ?
- If You Date Him : You'll feel that you're not good enough and more often than not , you'll come up sort. That would make you feel worthless and unappreciated.

WARNING! BEWARE!
THE STALKER
- He REALLY likes you. He calls you constantly and sticks your picture on every available space. You're showered , even smothered with attention.
- If You Date Him : You'll see him lurking everywhere you go. He'll call, text, MMS, e-mail,Poke and leave voice -mails. His clinginess will drive you nuts ! He also doubts himself and will need assurance from you ALL the time.

THE HOT JERK
- He's handsome , but he's thoughtless and insensitive. He doesn't call when he sayd he will and he likes making fun of other people and even you !
- If You Date Him : You're dating the schoolyard bully : an immature guy whose looks are his priority. He's inconsiderate about other people's feelings. Sometimes you don't know if you matter to him because he just doesn't seem to care much.

Some were copied from Seventeen. Have nothing to do late night. :D ( spent 26 mins hereee ! )
Find your true love peoplee ! XOXO.

2010-02-10T08:39:00.000-08:00

Today I fucking tired lea.

Feel like want to step in the coffin.

x.x

Chinese New Year Coming.

Where all my babiess going ?

Hahaha. I want to take lots of red packet this year.

Hmm , this few weeks I do not enjoy my life.

At this moment I really long that my life is short ,

Just end it NOW !

Why friends will change every year ?

I don't like to be a stupid fellow !

If you can't do it please don't say Okay to me !

Why why why ?

Am I a stupid girl ?

What I did is just to pull back our friendship ,

I'm too Generous with it.

Now my life is different with 2009 , Everthing Unsame.

I have lost all my precious friend.

My life always do exist this problem ,

I've think it a billion times.

Yet , I still can't get the answer.

Is the problem surrounded me ?

Am I the one that did not do well enough ?

I don't know ; I not sure.

I remember how both of you treat me.

You guys love Fresh Meat !

Yet , We don't !

JUST !

Blaaaaaaa.

I CAN'T SAY THAT I WANT YOU GUYS.

Clothes Hunting ! :D

2010-02-08T03:27:00.000-08:00

Went Jusco with mummy and sis today. For CNY clothes hunting ! :DD

Heh. And finally , I got my MNG cardigan. Whoot.

Look for more and more clothes. But din get anymore. Cause last week I bought many from boutique.

Got one pair of shoes from Vincci. RM 40+. And I'm loving it ! ♥

So , I bought it also. Hahahaha.

Afterthat , we go Tns buy body shampoo. My mummy chit chit chat chat with tauke. Argh. Waste my time weyyyyyyy , Mummy.

I saw a bag from Guess. It's a nice bag. I'm loving it too ! ♥

Ahahahahaha. I ask mummy come and see it.

Me : Mummy , it's a nice bag. I want it. Buy to me. Hehe.

Mummy : What ? U want to buy ?

Me : Yea yea , I want to buy. Can ? U see , it's a nice bag lea. ( I try let mummy see )

Mummy : Yea , it's a nice bag. But , ur room have many bag that can open a shop and sell it.

Me : Wah !!! Mummy , u very to exaggerate lea.

Mummy : No no. I say the truth.

Me : Yer mummy err. Buy for me. ( I start to teh her ) Hahaha.

Mummy : U really want ?

Me : Yea yea , I really want. Hehehehe.

Mummy : Okay okay la. Pay la.

Me : Yeah !! Thanks mummy. I love you. ♥

2010-02-06T07:53:00.000-08:00

I love this song.
Nothing's Gonna Change My Love For You. ♥

If I had to live my life without you near me
The days would all be empty
The nights would seem so long
And with you I see forever oh so clearly
I might have been in love before

But it never felt this strong
Our dreams are young and we both know
They'll take us where we want to go

Hold me now, touch me now
I don't want to live without you

Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love

Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
You'll only change my whole life through
Nothing's gonna change my love for you

If the road ahead is not so easy
Our love will lead a way for us
Like a guiding star
I'll be there for you if you should need me

You don't have to change a thing
I love you just the way you are
So come with me and share the view
I'll help you see forever too

Hold me now, touch me now
I don't want to live without you

Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love

Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
You'll only change my whole life through
Nothing's gonna change my love for you

It's a nice song.
Once I heard it , I love it damn much.
And I listen to this song almost everyday. :)

I will be missing THUM TAT CHUN , when I'm listening to this song.
Dear.
I MISS YOU & I LOVE YOU. ♥

Bad Romance.

2010-02-06T07:45:00.000-08:00

Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah !
Mum-mum-mum-mum-mah !
GaGa-oo-la-la !
Want your bad romance
Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah !
Mum-mum-mum-mum-mah !
GaGa-oo-la-la !
Want your bad romance

I want your ugly
I want your disease
I want your everything
As long as it's free
I want your love

Love-love-love
I want your love

I want your drummer
The touch of your healing
I want you leather dirty kiss in the scene
And I want your love

Love-love-love
I want your love
Love-love-love
I want your love

You know that I want you
And you know that I need you
I want it bad bad and bad

I want your loving
And I want your revenge
You and me put on a bad romance

I want your loving
All your love is revenge
You and me put on a bad romance
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh !
Caught in a bad romance
Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh !
Caught in a bad romance

Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah !
Mum-mum-mum-mum-mah !
GaGa-oo-la-la !
Want your bad romance
I want your horror
I want your des

♥ this song recently.

BAD ROMANCE.

This is LadyGaga's song.

Album - THE FAME MONSTER.

i give the 5 stars to this album :D

How many meh meh jump across the fence.

2010-02-06T07:36:00.000-08:00

Left 7 days to CNY.

Wohoo !

Excited.

I'm excited for opening new clothes , new shoes , new new new and many new.

New angpau new money !

Actually my mum decorate the house. But I'm the one who gives idea.

So , the house can be pretty because of me garh. Hahahahaha

Lame =.=

2010-01-07T09:08:00.000-08:00

It isn't often that I say this ,

but I wanted to thank you for being my friend over the years.

Love you all for all the experiences that we share. The laughs , the

struggles , the joy , the tears and all the memories I hold so tight. Thanks for

your friendship and thanks for the time. Thanks for sharing and being in my

world. Thanks for your time and moments we share. I feel truly blessed to

have you as a brother , a sister & a friend.

Thanks you all for just being there.

Being exactly what I need.

You are greatly appreciated and cherished.

XOXO

Love ♥

2010-01-07T08:27:00.000-08:00

I love you not because of who you are ,

because of who I am when I am with you.

To the world you may be one person , but to one person you may be the world.

Maybe god wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one ,

so that when we finally meet the person , we will know how to be grateful.

one minute to say '' I LOVE YOU '' , one hour to explain it ,

a whole life to prove it.

Look into my eyes - you will see what you mean to me.

Within you I lose myself , without you I find myself wanting to be lost again.

Where there is great love , there are always miracles.

Distance makes the hearts grow fonder.

I need him like I need the air to breathe.

I'll think of you every step of the way.

Wherever you go, whatever you do , I will be right here waiting for you.

Love is hard to get into , but harder to get out of.

Precious things are very few in this world. That is the reason there is just one you.

No one is worth your tears , and the one who is , won‘t make you cry.

There‘s always going to be people that hurt you so what you have to do is keep on trusting and just be more careful about who you trust next time around.

Never frown , even when you are sad ,
because you never know who is falling in love with your smile.

2010-01-06T08:30:00.000-08:00

Listening to : Ke$ha - Take it off

珍惜与努力

2010-01-06T08:13:00.000-08:00

有些东西每当有机会的时候一定要努力付出来争取
但... 有时注定不是你的，就不是你的...
而当你得到了以后，一定要好好的珍惜，
别等它失去或离开了以后才来后悔，
那时候一切已经太迟了...
时间是有限的，要珍惜你所拥有的每一分每一秒，人，事以及物
因为每当一切错过了或失去了... 那时已经很难挽救了...
但如果你已经尽力了也得不到呢，那也无所为，因为你已经赢了你自己...

Dad And Mum.

2010-01-02T06:45:00.000-08:00

Parents , the most important thing in our life , since we are born , they had already always be by your side , there is nothing can replace your family , not friends , not things , not anything.

Since we were born , they are already with us , untill we are getting into school , college , Uni , and even after finished educations , the first time working , get fired , another new job , marry ; whenever we are in trouble , sick , happy , or sad , they are always there , willing to face problems with you , share your happy. But nowadays , many of us are getting to forget bout these things, think that being good with family is not cool , friends will laugh at you ; so what do you think is cool uh ?

They had been supporting you, and giving you the best thing, never say a thing. They will always support you , when you are in a right direction. But why are we asking so much ? satisfy with what you have please , because some of us don't even have the chance to have parents , family's love.

When you are in trouble , do you think friends or lovers can help the most? no , only your family.
Friends , i mean , the so-called "friends", they will only give you advise , the same advises from everyone , cheer up , don't give up, ill support you , and so on , that helps alot right ? wake up please , face the fact , only your closest one would help you the most. They will never leave you alone.

Why can't we just think of this , why can't we put more effort to take care of them when they are old ?
Think about this , since you were small, they had been taking care of you , worked so hard to earn , just to give the best things to us , but what bout themselves ? the only thing they want is to see your smile. Make them smile , think about it please.

DARN DARN DARN.

2010-01-01T03:55:00.000-08:00

YOU..... Stupid hp !

Why u like to spoil yourself. U always shutdown automatically i also don't mind.
Why u want spoiled now ? So happy that suicude ? Jump sea la. Stupid !

Do u ever care my feel ?
U know u make me emo whole day ?
I don't know what can I do now except scold u.
Don't make me burn u.

DARN DARN DARN !!!!
So many hp born why u still wanna born out and come "hoi " me. So syok to hoi me and see me sad u are very happy right ?
Stupid. Childish. Idiot thinking.
U thought u like that shut down I wont scold u ar ?
Then u are wrong.

U thought u are very pretty ar ?
Not at all lo.
U made me lost my sweet memories with my friends.
I very boring at home already , why u still wanna made me more boring ????!?!!?!
U want me use u to throw dog ? Or burn u ?

Like to emo I also din't blame u la.
Suka suka then shut down. Suka suka then lag at there.
If those lucky prizes competition called me then I sure die lo. Sure wont get any prizes cause u will LAG OR SHUT DOWN AGAIN !!!

So use your brain hp to think think la. U wont feel embarrassed ? u could not give a good service to your owner but u give her a lot of trouble.
SHAME ON YOU. Stupid hp.

How To Say I Love You in 100 Languages !

2010-01-01T03:34:00.000-08:00

English - I love you

Afrikaans - Ek het jou lief
Albanian - Te dua
Arabic - Ana behibak (to male)
Arabic - Ana behibek (to female)
Armenian - Yes kez sirumem
Bambara - M'bi fe
Bengali - Ami tomake bhalobashi (pronounced: Amee toe-ma-kee bhalo-bashee)
Belarusian - Ya tabe kahayu
Bisaya - Nahigugma ako kanimo
Bulgarian - Obicham te
Cambodian - Soro lahn nhee ah
Catalan - T'estimo
Cherokee - Tsi ge yu i
Cheyenne - Ne mohotatse
Chichewa - Ndimakukonda
Chinese

Cantonese - Ngo oiy ney a

Mandarin - Wo ai ni

Comanche - U kamakutu nu

(pronounced oo----ka-ma-koo-too-----nu) -- Thx Tony

Corsican - Ti tengu caru (to male)

Cree - Kisakihitin
Creol - Mi aime jou
Croatian - Volim te
Czech - Miluji te
Danish - Jeg Elsker Dig
Dutch - Ik hou van jou
Elvish - Amin mela lle (from The Lord of The Rings, by J.R.R. Tolkien)
Esperanto - Mi amas vin
Estonian - Ma armastan sind
Ethiopian - Afgreki'
Faroese - Eg elski teg
Farsi - Doset daram
Filipino - Mahal kita
Finnish - Mina rakastan sinua

French - Je t'aime, Je t'adore

Frisian - Ik hald fan dy
Gaelic - Ta gra agam ort
Georgian - Mikvarhar
German - Ich liebe dich
Greek - S'agapo
Gujarati - Hoo thunay prem karoo choo
Hiligaynon - Palangga ko ikaw
Hawaiian - Aloha Au Ia`oe
Hebrew

To female - "ani ohev otach" (said by male) "ohevet Otach" (said by female)

To male - "ani ohev otcha" (said by male) "Ohevet ot'cha" (said by female)

Hiligaynon - Guina higugma ko ikaw
Hindi - Hum Tumhe Pyar Karte hae
Hmong - Kuv hlub koj
Hopi - Nu' umi unangwa'ta
Hungarian - Szeretlek
Icelandic - Eg elska tig
Ilonggo - Palangga ko ikaw
Indonesian - Saya cinta padamu
Inuit - Negligevapse
Irish - Taim i' ngra leat
Italian - Ti amo
Japanese - Aishiteru or Anata ga daisuki desu
Kannada - Naanu ninna preetisuttene
Kapampangan - Kaluguran daka
Kiswahili - Nakupenda
Konkani - Tu magel moga cho
Korean - Sarang Heyo or Nanun tangshinul sarang hamnida
Latin - Te amo
Latvian - Es tevi miilu
Lebanese - Bahibak
Lithuanian - Tave myliu
Luxembourgeois - Ech hun dech gaer
Macedonian - Te Sakam
Malay - Saya cintakan mu / Aku cinta padamu
Malayalam - Njan Ninne Premikunnu
Maltese - Inhobbok
Marathi - Me tula prem karto
Mohawk - Kanbhik
Moroccan - Ana moajaba bik
Nahuatl - Ni mits neki
Navaho - Ayor anosh'ni
Ndebele - Niyakutanda
Norwegian

Bokmaal - Jeg elsker deg

Nyonrsk - Eg elskar deg

Pandacan - Syota na kita!!
Pangasinan - Inaru Taka
Papiamento - Mi ta stimabo
Persian - Doo-set daaram
Pig Latin - Iay ovlay ouyay
Polish - Kocham Ciebie
Portuguese - Eu te amo
Romanian - Te iubesc
Russian - Ya tebya liubliu
Scot Gaelic - Tha gra\dh agam ort
Serbian - Volim te
Setswana - Ke a go rata
Sign Language - ,\,,/ (represents position of fingers when signing 'I Love You')
Sindhi - Maa tokhe pyar kendo ahyan
Sioux - Techihhila
Slovak - Lu`bim ta
Slovenian - Ljubim te
Spanish - Te quiero / Te amo
Swahili - Ninapenda wewe
Swedish - Jag alskar dig
Swiss-German - Ich lieb Di
Surinam - Mi lobi joe
Tagalog - Mahal kita
Taiwanese - Wa ga ei li
Tahitian - Ua Here Vau Ia Oe
Tamil - Nan unnai kathalikaraen
Telugu - Nenu ninnu premistunnanu
Thai

To female - Phom rak khun

To male - Chan rak khun

Informal - Rak te

Tunisian - Ha eh bak
Turkish - Seni Seviyorum
Ukrainian - Ya tebe kahayu
Urdu - mai aap say pyaar karta hoo
Vietnamese

To female - Anh ye^u em

To male - Em ye^u anh

Welsh - 'Rwy'n dy garu di
Yiddish - Ikh hob dikh
Yoruba - Mo ni fe
Zazi - Ezhele hezdege
Zuni - Tom ho' ichema

2010-01-01T03:22:00.000-08:00

Dua bulan.

♥

2010-01-01T01:47:00.000-08:00

H A P P Y N E W Y E A R

PEOPLE !!!

2010 HAS APPROACH !!

Heartbreaker.

2009-12-31T03:05:00.000-08:00

Alot of those who are streamed in the river of love ,

don't realise how lucky they are ,

people , always complaining and mumbling ,

what is lack but not what is in front.

Memories and love , tears and happiness

from a bridge in the process of love ,

to form a greater bond with your loved one.

Look back , the moment u both hold hands ,

the moment u express your feelings for each other.

I think it's worth anything in this world.

Giving up the one u loved that easy ,

means u are very easy for odds.

Every moment with your beloved ,

spells a word that can't be barely described ,

yet love explains all.

Appreciate love , the one beside u

all the time. :)

Cause deep in your heart , u know ,

we both belong together.

YoungBae.

2009-12-31T02:28:00.000-08:00

Taeyang.

Hot

Sexy

Cute

Mohawk hair

Everything man

Look at his abs

His smile is the best

He has the tendency to melt girl's heart wey

Gosh , he is unbearable

I'm melting , lol.

He do resemble someone to me.

Well , he don't know I think.

My Dear.

2009-12-26T07:20:00.000-08:00

Everything is quiet a success tho but the only one thing that upset me is , I just miss my boy too much. :(

I just miss miss and miss him everyday , every hour and every minutes and I'm so awfully obsess with him but seems like time is running out.

Sometimes I'm just really sick of arguing , and obviously it's just because of some small lil tings that made both of us upset and argue. :/

I'm very glad that I meet him seriously like I never meet anyone being this good to me before and I can't imagine what is it like when he is not round with me at all ?

He cares me a lot , real a lot and I just can laugh at all his jokes althought it's not funny at all and he is there too make me happy whenever I'm upset or I'm not feeling well he is the only one for me. He tolerates me a lot althought sometimes it's really my fault of doing something wrong that made him pissed and all and with my stupid behaviours and attitude , he still love me that much , or maybe more than I know.

Thank you and I Love You. My boy.

2009-12-21T03:30:00.000-08:00

I've finally found someone that could stand my bitchy attitudu , rude behavior , my fucking emoness and can even laugh at my stupid jokes , craziest ideas in the whole world and the worst thing is I can make him upside down but I'm still the best in his mind.

Am I good actually ?

You Belong With Me.

2009-12-21T02:47:00.000-08:00

I'm officiallyin love with Taylor Swift brand video " You Belong With Me ". Sound alike. lol. Anyway , she was pretty adorable in this video nor the guy. ; Taylor Swift always has not guys in her videos. I don't know why. Her previous one was Love Story. She has chace crawford with her. Here he goes. Don't tell me he look like Zac Efron. Because he is way hoffer than him. Lol.

And here you go " You Belong With Me ".

Enjoy :)

07.11.2009

2009-11-07T04:53:00.000-08:00

It's Saturday again.
I'm gonna meet yours at McD , after only go tuition.
I miss my buddies. :)
Woke up in the morning at 7.30.
After sms Evonne and Jaclyn. This is just a morning call. Hehess.
Get ready myself.
8a.m start to wait my parents back from breakfast.
9a.m , my parents was coming back and my dad start to fetch me go to McD meet my buddies.
Reach there almost 9.45p.m. Hehe.
When I reach , Kenny say me late , I think my dad have to saw it.
I'm very scare. Wuwuwuwu. T_T
When I reach there , we go to buy and eat our Breakfast. Hungry la. XP
Around 11a.m , we wall to CK TEY tuition centre , we take some place for our sittiting.
After go Yik Foong yum cha , chit chatting and have fun. Ahahahaha.
Jaclyn very yum gong , let me bully. XD
12p.m , we walk to CK TEY tuition centre start our tuition.
Issssssh. This is a last two lessons. I'm feel very sad. T_T
Steven have a long time no fun and zat people.
Quite surprise , today steven have fun and zat Callie again.
AHAHAHAHAHAHA. Make our class laugh again.
This is our Saturday class Happy Memorable. I will remember. :)
2.30p.m finished our oaths tuition , we go to find Evonne brother - Jun Yi.
Jun Yi was fetch us go to parade.
Wow !!! He drive car were very fast. Hak sei me. *.*
After go to parking.
Shit !!! No parking. Jun Yi ask Evonne and Kenny go buy movie ticket first.
They go buy ticket , they go watch Poker King.
I and Jaclyn no go to watch movie.
We go to buy clothes.
Firstly , I and Jaclyn go find toilet.
At there have many malay boy , Jaclyn let malay boy mo lex. XD
She almost want cry. Hahahaha.
3p.m , we go to MP eat our Lunch.
MP AGAIN ! Damn sien !
We eat untill 4p.m , after go to CONVERSE buy clothes and pants.
Wow !!! At there have many beautiful clothes and pants wert.
I choose a long time , choose many with Jaclyn. XD
After we started to try our clothes and pants.
Nice , nice , nice ! I try to let Jaclyn see. Hehess. :)
we choose and try untill 5p.m.
It's too late already. Arrrgh ~ !!
Whee. I buy 4 clothes and 1 long pants.
Jaclyn buy 1 clothes and 1 short pants , 2 clothes for her brother and help she sis bf buy clothes.
After we chit chatted at there.
Around 5.30p.m ler , we go Old Town yum cha and chit chatted again.
After I call Evonne , but she no answering. Arrrh. Always like that.
Mou bian. Call to Kenny , tell them we at Old Town.
Ask them after eat find us in Old Town.
A while , they come to find us.
Isssssssh. Jun Yi , Jun Yi dare to take my lovely chocolate drinking.
But nevermind. XD
We chit chatted there and after that Jun Yi , Evonne and Kenny back.
Just leave me and Jaclyn at there.
We 6p.m only back home.
Raining again !!
Jaclyn sister come to fetch her and my mum come parade for fetch me back home wert.

A day with yours had passed again.
Went home and I'm very tired.
Having bath after take a nap.
One hours ago , my dear were call me wake up , wake up. Hehess. :)
That all for today. THANKSSSSS for reading.
Take cares all my buddies.
Missyou , buddies.